20 minute Cleanse

 I did the 20 minute run I told myself I was going to do.  With each exacerbated breath, I felt like my lungs were going to explode.  You can call this totally cheesy and lame, but have you ever had a moment where you were just totally focused and honed in on what you want out of life?  I told you it was super cheesy.  But I can't describe running anything else but cathartic.  I filtering so many thoughts in my head, "I hate this", "I think I'm going to die', "You can do this", "I don't want to go to work."  I managed to push through and keep running.  I know I get a lot of shit for making claims and not coming through.  But I have never been so focused and wanted something so bad like I do when it comes to getting into better shape right now.